last night was so strange i have to write about it. Some of it may have been in my head, and none of it may mean anything, but I have to put it down so I can think about it later.

While I was falling asleep, I turned over and saw the silhouette of someone in my room. A man. It was strange, because I SAW him. Normally, when I "see" things, they're fuzzy images, or mostly I just know that they're there. But this time, it was crystal clear, an outline of a man standing in front of my curtains, away from my bed. I looked back and he was gone. I rolled over and fell asleep.

I was exhausted last night, and couldn't stay awake even though I had so so much to do. But, all night long, I did spiritual warfare. But, again, nothing like I normally do. Normally, I wake up off and on during the night and know that my spirit is talking to God. It's comforting, edifying, and it builds me up. This time, it was scary, violent, and felt real. I dreamt I walked into a house and this ball of mist came up to me (I was with my mom) and tried to hurt us. It turned into a clear ball and hovered near my face and I was trying to say "In the name of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior, I command you to leave" or something like that, and I couldn't speak. My mouth wouldn't move, my lungs wouldn't work, nothing came out. I tried and tried and tried and finally I was able to get it out and make the thing leave.

Mostly, I was praying my was through this old house, trying to teach my family how to do it too, but they wouldn't even try they just relied on me. Once, I was pinned to the floor and there was a huge (HUGE) spider. My mom was too afraid to even shoo it away and, since I was pinned, it used its razor-sharp legs to rip my cheek apart, until I broke free of whatever was holding me down and chased it away. Then, I scolded my mom.

When I woke up, I felt sick. I've been sick since the beginning of November: strep, pneumonia, etc. I felt sicker than I have, and in my sleepy state, I realized the spirit I'd been fighting was the spirit of sickness. That it'd taken over my body and I was trying to kick it out.

I still feel really sick. It's early in the morning, though, so we'll see how it progresses. I have too much to do.

If you have any insight on the weirdness of last night, please pass it on...