called my mom and blessed my apartment tonight. listening to india arie and pretending to work. god is good - all the time. he is forever looking out for me. it's amazing. even when i'm not in his word like i should be. i appreciate that so much. today, work was rough. just a lot of mental and emotional beating. i need to get ahead at work. hopefully that will happen. i feel i need to pray over my cube. for clarity of though, peace of mind, patience...all of things that seem to be lacking at work. i always forget that i'm constantly in a battle. i guess, because i don't want to think about it. so i shut it out. lord, prepare me and make me the woman you'd have me to be and allow me the freedom to follow wherever you might lead.

amen and amene