for starters

Hey,

So remember over a year ago when we were talking about doing Bible studies online?

I have been in absentia with God lately. I avoid them at every possible moment. The other night, I finally prayed deliberately (not just the little everyday communication) for the first time in a while, and while I was scrambling for things to say, I felt like God was saying "it's okay, just be with me."

I told Beebs a few weeks ago that I need some sort of spiritual support, because of how much I feel like avoiding God, and if I know that there are people around who love God and love each other and that I trust, maybe I'll feel a little more comfortable being with God. And I always learn from you guys. So what do you think?

D